first time...

"Through these misty eyes, It's plain to see,
Even though you're here, you're not with me.
Tortured by the thought, torn in two,
Reason needs no voice, when you know its true...

I try to speak, but my tongue gets tied,
I try to seek, But you're hard to find,
My will is weak, 'cause my heart's resigned,
It's like I'm seeing you for the first time."

My will is weak because my heart's resigned... it's like i'm seeing you for the first time.

Not sure what it is about those lyrics, but they strick a chord with me at the minute.